Relationships

Currently I'm in a relationship. I never used to be all that fussed on the idea of them because from my own experience, they'd been more hassle than they were worth BUT, my opinion on that has definitely changed. At the ending months of last year I had run into an old friend (the guy in the picture, his name is mark)and we hit it off really well, we ended up spending a lot of time together and then we just ended up in a relationship. I can honestly say he is like my best friend, were so damn childish and he's now 20 :)but that's one thing that makes him so fun to be around. Its coming up on 5/6 months next month and I've had near enough zero drama which is unheard of on my track record! I thought it was me but it appears it wasn't. GOOD TO KNOW! but yeah I thought I'd sing him a bit of praise, because he's been amazing to me recently and I'm really grateful that I have someone who cares about me rather than themselves, Awwh Sappy moment there, that doesn't happen often :P

New Channel?

I have been watching a lot of beauty guru's on youtube recently. this mainly started because I was firstly interested in vlogging because I thought it was an original version to blogging. This was at the time, but one of the people I viewed regularly has recently set up a beauty channel and in order to get a better idea of what a beauty channel consisted of all together I did my research and started watching more and more guru's and fell in love with the idea so I am considering starting a beauty channel to go along with my existing channel hopefully in the very near future. If I do embark on this channel guru thing, I wont be the person telling you how to do things, I will show you what I do with my make-up, how I plan to start looking after my hair which is considerably damaged because of my past of ruthlessly bleaching my hair cutting and striping it myself. Shameful to even think that I would do that to my hair. luckily for my sake I dyed it brown so I didn't have to chop it all off and I've started being a devoted care giver to my hair because lets be honest it deserves it after all of the above. One thing I probably will not do very often it "Hauls" because it involves spending money which I cannot afford to do even though I have a part time job because I am currently spending a lot of money on my friends 18th, there have been many and paying for summer holidays and a car... so on the odd occasion yes I will buy things, and yes it will probably be cheap as hell :) But It doesn't matter if you use the most expensive brands at the end of the day they all do the same thing pretty much, but I am open to the idea that I could be wrong because every guru seems to be using the same ranges of products? curious thing.

Late Year Resolution

I seem to have slowly started to neglect everything that I used to do in my spare time such as this blog and my youtube channel, SO new year, and my resolution late as it is, is to be more committed to it because When I started these things I LOVED them and I mean actually loved it. I didn't care about school work because I spent all of my time making videos or writing up a blog :) So this whole thing is basically a pledge to me more active in my "internet hobbies" that is what I will now refer to them as. I also used to keep a diary so I may start using this blog as as an online diary I'm still undecided because That is generally how my life plan is, no decisions for any specific reason. Also next week I will be on a 3 and a half hour train journey so I'll most probably video the day and then write a blog on the return journey we shall see how that goes