Realisation

Basically, I've signed myself up on so many social network sites that I'm not even trying to go on them all, I mean I'm on here, twitter, Facebook, form-spring, Tumblr? do I really need to be on all of these sights? No I don't think so.
I've also recently signed myself up with a you-tube account, really had no reason for it but in the last week my favourites have gone from 0 to 94.

I have also recently realised that Since I've had my laptop I spend all of my time on it, to the point that I slept until about 12 today because my sister woke me up because she has a life and was going around her friends, and I probably would have slept for another our or two, but I got up and have been on my laptop since, on all of there sites I listed above.

AND

I have work in basically an hour, and when I get in I will probably be back on the ol'laptop, doing nothing on about 6 internet sights.

I have been contemplating becoming a more dedicated internet user in the sense that I actually do productive things with the internet like I intended to do when I signed myself up on all of these sites in the first place.

But when it comes to my you-tube account I'm tempted to do all of this Vlog stuff but at the same time looking like a complete idiot and it being really bad are two of the main reasons I'm definitely not going to be doing it, apart from the fact I don't have any editing software yet so they would literally be rambling videos basically about nothing in particular which is clearly going to be awful so why am I considering doing it in the first place I actually do not know.

I have also realised that in the next year I have to figure out what I want my career to be AND where I want to go to University and have driving lessons and become a road user like millions of others, and its a lot of big things and decisions all wrapped up in 12 months D: It definitely is a daunting thought that all of this is happening this soon.

My sister is moving out in September, to pop off to the Navy and start her career, and she'll only be home possibly once a month if that, Its crazy how one year can change everything, I'll just have to wait and see as to how it all turns out.