Catch up...

So its been that long since I've posted here that its a different year... Although in my defence I have been very busy. Now that I've moved out of my parents home and im trying to make my way in this world independently its made me look back and really appreciate my parents and how much they have done for me over the years... However the biggest shock for me was money. This world revolves purely around money... with rent/gas/electric/water/council tax, buying food running a car it all adds up and considering my wage is only 5.14 I'm barely doing it.. each month is a struggle for money and I've reached a whole new level of stressed that I didnt know existed. But. I wouldn't change it for the world. Moving out has made me grow up take on bigger responsibilities and has taught me to really appreciate my parents and what I do have. Aside from paying all these bills working between 30-50 hours a week I havent really had time to do all of the things I used to like going to town, taking spontaneous trips camping or going on road trips. These are the tings that I miss... But I now appreciate my free time so much more. I'm setting myself a new years resolution (bit late) but I'm going to try to take time out for myself to don the things that I used to love like writing, drawing, photography making videos... only in the last few months since I've started working full time have I realised how quickly time is passing by without me really doing anything or achieving anything and I plan to take each moment as it comes and do the best I can with it.