Basically I have to catch you up from august, Most of it I cant remember, until well a few months ago, really juicy story, cause I know people like to hear pointless things about people's lives and the situations they seem to get themselves into, sooo... Here is a lovely story from my point of view about a certain persons actions, surprisingly it starts in august which is good because this seems to be the only thing that has happened recently.
I'm going to start by quoting a whole poem,
Everyone should have
a friend like you
You are so much fun to be with
And you are such a good person
You crack me up with laughter
And touch my heart with your kindness
You have a wonderful ability
To know when to offer advice
And when to sit in quiet support
Time after time
You've come to my rescue
And brightend so many
Of my routine days
And time after time
I've realized how fortunate
I am that my life includes you
I really do believe that
Everybody should have a friend like you
But so far it looks like
You are one of a kind!
Basically this is what one of my friends was to me, but alot changes over time. Basically getting back to the point of what I'm talking about, this story. In August i was out of the country for two weeks, this is when things shifted... a certain time of sexual encounters lead to all of my future problems from that point, and yes it was nothing to do with me but still, I'm like a magnet to dramatic situations, most probably dramatic people.
But because of this girls antics, with 3 people who are all good friends with each other, had lead to them falling out... UNKNOWN to me cause I was still on holiday ... so knowing nothing after my return I went out with this mate with the intentions of getting really drunk, have a good laugh and stay over a mates, which mates was undecided... I think it was the night of our GCSE results, anyway we went out got drunk went to this mates house, he was suppose to meet us, but after half hour we just turned up at his house went in the back... his house is definitely not hard to get into, back door was wide open...?! But yes we went in called for him so technically we didn't break in :S... got ready for bed, saving the embarrassing details we got kicked out when he came back... I thought this was rude BUT I didn't know anything at this point... everyone else did though. Brilliant.
After getting kicked out we walked back around to his back gate... might as well have tried our luck... didn't go well he bought a Knife out... Great stuff. I got really mad for about ten minutes slapped him across the face and everything, him laughing didn't help calm me down... But he just came out and told me what my horny friend had been up to... at this point it had happened a month ago... I was fuming that she hadn't told me... you do tell your best friends things like this or is it just me? well basically I had to walk away or I would have exploded, being drunk and being put in a situation like that doesn't mix well... but I just wanted to be on my own so I could think of what I should react with... but no one would leave me alone thinking I was distraught or something. Not at all, but I did lock myself in the bathroom for a while to give me space, that didn't work.
My problem is that I'm a massive pushover and i tend to over think anyway so I let alot of things slide, but to clear up what was going through My mind, I didn't care what she had done, it was the simple fact that she didn't tell me... I've known her for over ten years... well basically I let it slide even though I hadn't let it go, we left and I thought like most things it would blow over, But I underestimated her capability of being stubborn and doing nothing to help herself once she gets into a "situation"... I'd had a discussion with her telling her that she can tell me anything and it'll be fine... its when she doesn't tell me that I get pissed... doing that would resolve all future issues we could possibly have... does she tell me anything, Of course not.
People had started to find out, because lets face it teenagers are gossips... nothing stays secret for long, she started falling out with alot of people, but I stayed her friend, along with oh I dont know 5 other people, and she is still really distant with me, said she's break friends with me and another girl to stop "hurting" us... I got accused of pushing her away?! Doesn't take alot to confuse me, but for the life of me I don't know how she got that impressions, and after how long we've known each other she should know I'm not like that, if I have friends I like to keep them.
Well two day later she calls up this girl who stopped speaking to her, to get her to meet, so she could tell her something... unknown to her I was with her so I thought oh I'll go to make sure it doesn't get out of hand because recently they hadn't had the best track record face to face... Turned out my beloved bestie was pregnant, she'd known for a week, two other people knew and she told A ( what I'm calling her cause this is getting confusing, A is the girl she rang up to meet) that day and to be honest if I hadn't gone I wouldn't have known, and I highly doubt she would have told me, she said she tried to tell me the night before BULL! But hey you know good ol' pushover I am I let it slide, even though i did cry about it... gimp I know but I care about that girl and its hard seeing your mate mess herself up like that. Just not worth it... I told her I was disappointed in her, if I'm being honest I should have seen something like this coming.
Because of how she is I started trying to get her point across in a nicer way with people but it ended up back firing and i started falling out with people... so I gave up, I know it bad but I'd had enough of it all the whole thing was stupid... me and my "Bestie" definitely aren't close now, and its only due to a series of unfortunate events, and since I've got un-involved I've been really good, and alot less stressed which is always a plus.
On a lighter and shorter note...
I AM GOING TO READING 2011 <3
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